dear you...
firstly..
what i want to say...
ermm...thank u....
coz u sudi berbls msg ngn i...
even i still rsa xselesa ngn u....
i think u know why im being like that??
uncomfortable with u...
almost a few months kta xbertegur rite??
erm...i lbh selesa ngn keadaan mcm tu...
cuz i nk jaga jarak ngn u...
dan i da terbiasa ngn keadaan tu..
but honestly..i tringin jg nk bertegur ngn u mcm dulu2..
tp i admit i xberani...
hahaa nmpk pngecut x mcm tu???
ya...im a coward!!
afraid to face da fact...
but in a few days lately u tb2 je nk bkontek balek ngn i...
how suprise is that??
hmmm..jujur i hepy..sbb i taw u stil care bout me..thx again..
tp learn from a mistake...
i xnk g mghrp pa2 ngn u...
plz help me remind that things..!!
tkut i trlupa diri...n terlebih prasan...
sbb i taw u never do that...
secondly..
now we already done with school...
so i xkn dpt see u every day..
i think its good for me..
help me to forgot everything about u...
hahaa..wish i can do like i said..
tp ssh tul nk lupekn u nie...
dunno why...hati nie mc kuat g tuk u...
otak i always keep thinking bout u..
arrgghh....degil!degil sesangat ati nie..!!
otak pn sme jg...nk kne toreh ngn pisau pn ntah dpt ke tdk lupe u..
mybe lau i ilank ingtan kowt bru dpt...hehe
btw..thanks a lot...
even u msg ngn me juz nk mluah bout ur problem with her...
i xkisah...i lg hepy sbb u stil hrgai i as ur friend tuk luah mslh...
i bley jd pndgr setia u ngn jg pmbimbing motivasi even u xbuat pn pe yg i nsht..
mybe nie hikmah ble da tamat sekolah...
msing2 bwa haluan sendiri...bru u nk cri i..i xsedih...i ttp trima pe yg jd..
tp i ttp rsa stupid....sumtimes laa..
y?? cuz i still have that feeling...huu...
betul...nmpk i cm da lupekn u..i guess so...
but im wrong...it's never change..
tp i xkn prnh lupa say thx tuk u...
u prnh wat i hepy...
wat i bhgia ngn u wlupn skejap...
mybe tu yg wat i still hold on...
bertahan wlupun jd len xspt yg i hrp kan..
last but not least...
pe yg i nk ckp even u prnh skitkan ati i...
i xprnh buang u dr ati i nie..
still d tmpt yg sama cm dlu..
tuk org len ambik alih mybe ambik masa..
tp i hrp xkn brubah..bley ke???huu...
kte xtaw kn....
yg i taw..i still loving u....
mud : jiwank...da mcm krgn muet writing la pulakk...
ngeee sori ye..